Monday, December 31, 2012

Goodbye 2012 and welcome 2013!

This is the moment where I feel time really flies. I felt that I've missed so much, too much of things in 2012, and without realizing it, it's coming to an end and 2013 is just less than 24 hours later.

I had a rough year I guess, despite the saying that 2012 is good for piggies. Well, it might be good as in it is a  blessing and lesson learnt year. After a continuous of 8 years in relationships, I am back in the market all alone again. I thought I will get married this year but well, things changed faster than what we have planned for. However, that could be a blessing for me after all. Nevertheless, I want to thank Ocean for taking care of me and giving me everything in our 4 years of relationship. I appreciated it a lot.

I have known many of amazing people in my life in 2012 as well. The importance of having quality friends around me, realizing I have many great friends who supported me through my rough patch. I really appreciate their existence in my life, sharing my tears and laughter. They have opened my mind and made me a more generous person.

I have read a lot this year as well, not my text books but many of motivational and self help range. Regina Brett brought me closer to God. Shelley taught me how to pray to God. Elin made me realize how God's approaches for me. Zynn taught me to optimize the usage of Law of Attraction. Menh Chooi kept checking up on me and I realized I can be a more caring person. I also learnt that what doesn't kill you, makes you a stronger person, very true indeed. When you have reach the bottom, you will always bounce back and you will never stay at the bottom. These are invaluable knowledge. Thank God for everything.

Looking back, I have not been an active participant in previous 8 years compared to this year. I enjoyed my time with my colleagues, ex colleagues, friends, diving buddies and my lifeguard friends a lot this year despite a rough beginning. When I started to let go of whatever is holding me back, I found my wholesome smile, my happy go lucky self back again. Quoting from a page "如果你找到一个能够笑得深刻的人,你一定会发现他也曾经哭得非常深刻" That's very true.

Life has never been greater!

I welcome 2013 with open heart! :D


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