Spring Cleaning

And so I need to pack my stuff to prepare to move to new place. A lot of stuff to be thrown - why the heck I got so many stuff at home? Which I didn't even use them?

The cleaning was both physically and mentally.
Physically - throw away items that I won't be using anymore, never used and literally useless
Mentally - looking back into the years since I moved here, so much memories be it good or bad. I have grown a lot indeed. I am glad that I am still me, but an improvised version and better me.

Another two weeks time to targeted moving date, I shall continue to pack my stuff and throw/donate whatever I won't be using again.

Till then

So be it

I have the sense that an offer will be made, or perhaps it is just my overwhelming thoughts. I realized today that it is not going be to so. If this is the case, so be it then.

Do not be despair, but keep the faith strong. The day will eventually comes, when I am ready.

Feelings

It is just so near yet so far. I guess I just got to have faith in God. God will provide and guide.
As the secret says, when there is something I want but I could not get it, the universe has something better worthy for me.
Have faith and I shall receive what I ask for from God.