About work

the last thing I need is to dream about work for 2 days in a row. Seriously, I want to change a job already.
It's a weekend and guess what, I am still working  now.

Too much of negativity on work. sigh

Spring Cleaning

And so I need to pack my stuff to prepare to move to new place. A lot of stuff to be thrown - why the heck I got so many stuff at home? Which I didn't even use them?

The cleaning was both physically and mentally.
Physically - throw away items that I won't be using anymore, never used and literally useless
Mentally - looking back into the years since I moved here, so much memories be it good or bad. I have grown a lot indeed. I am glad that I am still me, but an improvised version and better me.

Another two weeks time to targeted moving date, I shall continue to pack my stuff and throw/donate whatever I won't be using again.

Till then

So be it

I have the sense that an offer will be made, or perhaps it is just my overwhelming thoughts. I realized today that it is not going be to so. If this is the case, so be it then.

Do not be despair, but keep the faith strong. The day will eventually comes, when I am ready.

Feelings

It is just so near yet so far. I guess I just got to have faith in God. God will provide and guide.
As the secret says, when there is something I want but I could not get it, the universe has something better worthy for me.
Have faith and I shall receive what I ask for from God.

无语

一认真就输了？真的是这样吗？

Good quote for current state of mine

Life is short, break the rules, forgive quickly, kiss slowly, love truly, laugh uncontrollably, and never regret anything that made you smile.

New hairdo from Jakarta

Currently still in Jakarta for 3days business trip. Got myself a new hairdo from Johnny Andrean, which my client highly recommended me for their creambath (that is actually hair spa, with massage). So I got myself a hair cut, since they have no time for perming or coloring. When the stylist was blowing my hair I thought the hair is as big as Rosmah's hairdo LOL. I tried to contain my laugh and stylist saw me smiling he thought that I was so happy to see new hair style. It didn't turn out that bad anyways. Quite a nice one, provided I can blow the same style like the hair stylist did.

And, I also got myself a pair of heels from Pedro outlet for 559k, so it should be around RM150. Now I regretted a bit for getting the wedge from Shelley...nevertheless, let's share my joy!