Happily married

It has been a while since i update my blog. Busy was just another excuse, I guess it was lazy.

So many things have changed in 2014 and it was all for good.
Relationship: I have started a new relationship after ditching the one old away. Good move indeed. Else I will be the one who is haunted with depression instead. Puiiii
Job: I've got myself a new job in bank. Got a better work life balance and no more frustration. The best thing is my cell phone will not be flooded with work related whatsapp messages! THANK YOU GOD!
Travel: Did not really travel much in 2014. Been to Sg, Redang, Myanmar, Sg again, and some local tour. Good enough

Before we notice, it is already second quarter of year 2015. And yet my weight reducing plan never succeeded. Guess my metabolism rate went negative :|

Nevertheless, let me jot down some updates for year 2015.
Jan: The biggest thing in Jan 2015 was Boon Peng proposed to me! yay! So romantic which i should dedicate another blog post for this.
Feb: This is the last CNY that I can receive ang pau and spend time at home. It was a short one though.. because I need to follow Boon Peng and family back to Melaka after they were in batu pahat to "ask for proposal"
March: We got ourselves officially married. Registered at temple with both families around. It was a good one but really very tiring. I didnt have a good sleep the night before.. guess I was too nervous lol

Now, April. We are heading to Taiwan in another 2 weeks time for our pre-wed shots. and yes, both of us are still not having the sense of urgency to lose more weight! goodness... nevermind.. there is photoshop.. I will register myself to the June triathlon and for the October one, to force myself to train hard and of course lose some fat.

ok, that's all for this round. ciao~

About work

the last thing I need is to dream about work for 2 days in a row. Seriously, I want to change a job already.
It's a weekend and guess what, I am still working  now.

Too much of negativity on work. sigh

Spring Cleaning

And so I need to pack my stuff to prepare to move to new place. A lot of stuff to be thrown - why the heck I got so many stuff at home? Which I didn't even use them?

The cleaning was both physically and mentally.
Physically - throw away items that I won't be using anymore, never used and literally useless
Mentally - looking back into the years since I moved here, so much memories be it good or bad. I have grown a lot indeed. I am glad that I am still me, but an improvised version and better me.

Another two weeks time to targeted moving date, I shall continue to pack my stuff and throw/donate whatever I won't be using again.

Till then

So be it

I have the sense that an offer will be made, or perhaps it is just my overwhelming thoughts. I realized today that it is not going be to so. If this is the case, so be it then.

Do not be despair, but keep the faith strong. The day will eventually comes, when I am ready.

Feelings

It is just so near yet so far. I guess I just got to have faith in God. God will provide and guide.
As the secret says, when there is something I want but I could not get it, the universe has something better worthy for me.
Have faith and I shall receive what I ask for from God.

无语

一认真就输了？真的是这样吗？

Good quote for current state of mine

Life is short, break the rules, forgive quickly, kiss slowly, love truly, laugh uncontrollably, and never regret anything that made you smile.